I have always admired the male form and I always hope to one day have an amazing body and be admired so I think this may have something to do with it as Im obsessed with becoming muscular. I have tried to watch gay porn and although sometimes it does arouse me I feel a little bit squeemish when watching it and can never really reach climax. Me very confused when I awake from my dream.Įven though this happens I continue to masturbate to straight porn and enjoy it. Myself attracted to men and have had oral or hand sex with them leaving
Recently (this past 2 years) I also have had a few dreams where I find
Throughout my teenage years I have had sex dreams about women but more But throughout my life I cant help but notice an attractive guy and get aroused by them if they have a good body etc. I have never have had any feelings for guys and always have imagined myself settling down with a woman and having kids with her. Although I have always noticed I can become aroused when I seen a shirtless attractive male. I also had a girlfriend for a year and a half and had amazing sex with her throughtout our relationship. Throughout my teenage years I always masturbated to straight porn and always had feelings and relationships towards girls. Im 21 and have always have considered myself a straight male.
